2006-04-05T04:58:00.000-07:00

FUCK.i heard the news. fucking shattered. i can't believe it..the other lads as well. i spoke to mrs beluca and she said ash's body goin back to singapore. i called lydia immediately after that to make sure she was aiight. the poor girl, she was ashleys favourite and she really loved him like an older brother. ashley..he liked her as a girlfriend..fuck. its damn complicated. aww lyd don't cry? you know he'll be in a better place. i'm fucking lost as well..yeah she was crying real bad but being lydia she kept saying she was aiight. read her blog..she feels guilty for having a tiff with him as his last memory of her. not true lyd..he started talking to me on msn after that. he knows he's being a selfish bastard and he REALLY LOVES YOU LYD. he does..you've made him a better person and he is really devoted and dedicated to God because of you. at first he was converting for the fuck of it..but he really saw what passion and dedication you had to God and he did a 180. i know how pain your heart feels..i'm going through the same thing..everything will get better..grieve and get better lyd..i'm here for you too. Ashley..thanks bro for all the great times we had. You were a great brother and stood up for me and told FUCKING LAME JOKES!
you really helped us along. to the brotherhood..we will forever hold you in our hearts.

ASHLEY JONATHAN BELUCA

23 october 87 - 05 april 06

2006-03-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

I deleted all my posts and my tagboard and i finally got a new tagboard.

i changed everything and lyd helped me with the layout.

cool huh??

STOP ALL THE WORLD NOW.